Gandhi's non-violence speech

Such a great man with a great soul, all of his words indicated how peaceful wisdom he was, He may R.I.P this wonderful man.
"Be the change you want to see in the world" Ghandi.

True love story ...

Usually i don't believe in love and this stuff,I feel sorry when i see a teenager girl with this loser guy with no future at all and when i ask her why are you with him you can do so much better without him??Her answer is because i love him i think to myself love my ass, this is not love this is foolishness from you.

Or another example of what many people think of it as love while i see it a complete failure is :When a girl leaves her future behind her and get married with intention that she won't work and she will devote herself completely to her husband and her kids in the future, OK i do respect mothers who devoted their whole life to raise their kids but i believe also that they could do it both work and raise their kids which is now thanks god trending,and for those stupid girls who want to devote themselves completely to their husband i would like to tell them you are totally wasting your life you are not his slave you have your own rights also you must go and work and you are not his dog that stays in home the whole day waiting for him to come home , this is not right you must have your own individuality and your life just like him,and know that if he asked you to not work or to go out with his permission then he is an ass and he doesn't deserve you.
What made me write this that one of my relatives she got married and she was in engineering school and she was an excellent student and got accepted in a scholarship that allows her to continue her education abroad.
and guess what happened her husband refused to make her travel they were engaged and she accepted can you believe it and her parents didn't object on the fact that their daughter is wasting her future over a man but they actually encouraged her to accept his orders i was completely mad and tried to convince her but she told me what ?? I love him i was about to curse her and her family but i didn't . so this is not love,love can never bring you down,

Now i will tell u a story about what real love is,This story is about my grandpa (Gedo) and my grandma(anna),
Gedo married anna (she may R.I.P) 60 years ago, and it was very traditional marriage she was about 17 years old only(which i kept asking her how can you agree to marry him while you were so young and she always had this answer you won't understand what i share with your grandpa),anyway anna was from this rich,famous family and her mother was from turkey,And gedo was a normal Egyptian guy,
anyway they got married and they were very happy together and they had 7 kids ,Then we came the grand children and they loved us like crazy.
Gedo and anna were always together when they travel they go together , when one of them visit DR they go together it was very hard to see one of them without the other,And when gedo go anywhere without her when he come back they hug each other and she tells him may god bless you and keep by my side, i was always amazed by their relationship they've always shared love and happiness and when they argue for any reason it won't last more than one hour or so,Then anna got sick and she stayed in the hospital for about 2 months or more and gedo was always by her side holding her hand,and then she died last year needless to say we were all devastated she was just an angel but not like gedo he was with her for  60 years , And now it's a year since she passed away and she is buried in her city so gedo travel twice a week to visit her , he never missed a visit whatever the whether is or if he is sick or not he simply won't miss it for the world as he  love his wife and like to visit her...
So this is true love ,they have been together for ages ,they were happy none of them gave up something that they love and if they did because the other party simply deserve it and have done his or her share of sacrificing.
And to be sure I'm not with the concept of girl get married when she is only 16 it's not right but i guess that anna was lucky :) You may R.I.P anna .....

Why were we created??

There is this question that is confusing me since like forever and whenever i ask anyone they always fail to answer me or that they give me unreasonable answer which makes no sense to and this question is,
Why were we created?Or why are we here in the first place? which i mean is we all going to die and go either to hell or heaven so what's the point of this process of living and accomplishments if at end nothing of those things will remain ?
And here are some theories that people gave to me,as i said before i don't agree with neither of them.

First Theory: That we were created to worship god and pray and stuff and to make the world a better place , And we have to be thankful that we were created. and finally we will go to heaven or hell on how good or bad we were during this theory.

second Theory:That life is about is about endurance , what can we endure as people ?what special surprise can we share with the universe ? it's kinda a test of how patient we are.

And finally a friend told me :It's not right or not allowed to think or to answer these types of questions as our brain won't be able to absorb it, And this was the worst answer to my question to put a limit to your brain or to kill it with constraints it is just not right.

So finally I've failed to get one good valid answer to my question and I'm still looking and i keep asking myself if i could choose between being created or not? I always wanted to be never created as for me life is about suffering yea we enjoy loads of good moments and memories but none of them actually last it's all for a period of time then disappear , so for me life is about suffering,And that's all .

Such a good day ....

Hello,today I'm actually in a good mood which is very unusual in my case though ,anyway the reason for my good mood is that today i went to TedxCairo for PR interview(,By the way it's an independent organization that it's goal is to improve Cairo my city through improving it's citizens and they do so through bringing inspirational speakers that are very successful and achieved their goal through following their passion it's an amazing organization),anyway back to my story so i went there and i was like an hour early so i knew that I'll be bored soon by sitting doing nothing and waiting,But that didn't happen after staying for like 10 mins or so a descent guy came and asked me to join their coffee break and i said no it's OK but he didn't take no for an answer so he brought another girl from his team which she is cute also and she insisted that I've to join them and it's break for the whole organization and they have to be together and as long as I'm in this place I've to join them so i went and joined them,and when i was with them i was totally amazed by how amazing those people are besides their good idea to improve my country through this new idea ,and also they had amazing spirit their they were like one family they all had the very same vision which is :To provide people in my country good examples that they can follow .
So through taking with them i found that they are all well educated ,determined and i really enjoyed the 20 mins of break,So i told them thank you guys for the invitation and i will wait outside so you can continue your work.
So i sat again in the waiting room and two of them came to sit with which i truly admired as they have million of things to do and speakers and they came to sit with me as for them it wasn't cool to sit by myself and they are all inside together, So we chatted a little and finally i was about to start my interview i went there with great mood and started my interview and it went well except that we had this argument about animal's right thing,as i insisted that we have to care about animals just like humans as they are creatures like us but my interviewer had a different point of view,so i finished the interview and thanked them for their time and for this good experience.
So I'm happy to say that this day was a good day to find young people like that they are successful,ambitious,with a vision,and with all of that they enjoy such a great spirit.
Way to go TedxCairo.

Animal Testing

Those videos are just snap shots of what is happening for those poor animals for us to just look better it's horrible act funded by us.
.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VC12fQd6Vvs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvQ6MVaUBd4&feature=related
so this can't be right we can't agree on this and we've to stop it as long as there are alternatives for those products we must go for them it's the least we can do for those poor creatures, we have to act they don't have voice to speak for themselves while we have.

Death

Death what an ugly horrible terrifying word some people may say they are not afraid of death but actually we all are afraid of death, the idea that u may not be able to see the person that u r used to see your whole life it's a horrifying idea and experience the fact that u can never forget which is not easy thing when u r surrounded by things that makes u remember this person wherever u go is not easy so death is an awful fact the thing is why were we created and then killed this cycle that we didn't make our decision whether when we will born or when will we die it makes me question the reason of our whole existence here ? Why were we created then killed I don't get it ? This life is full of joy and happiness yeah I admit but it's also full of sorrow and bad events everywhere and yeah I knw that most of these events are created by us human but still what if I don't want to be here anymore and still I'm afraid of death of what will come next yeah I hate life and afraid of death which also indicates how coward I'm I'm afraid of life as I don't want death to take anyone that I love as I won't be able to experience it again so I want to die just before anyone to not experience this horrible thing again on the other hand I'm afraid of death I think that it's the fear of the unknown I don't knw what will come next will I be tortured in my grave? Would I go to hell or heaven? Or maybe it can be good experience where I get the chance to see the ppl that I lost in real life I don't knw but even this I will miss ppl who r still alive so I think that this us life where we live in the unknown we don't knw why we came and when will we go again.

Why did i start blogging?

OK I'm an average Egyptian girl , who was couple of years ago was amazingly  naive then after meeting new people,exposing to new events etc, I found that we can't just live this way of dealing about nothing but fashion,outings etc, and from this points i started reading about politics,philosophy and different topics then i decided to create this blog to publish my random thoughts :D about different topics.And by the way I'm a recent graduate of faculty of commerce English section,Business administration major,so also I've loads of free time as till now I'm unemployed,And that's it...